Micah doesn't like how his Mormon faith pigeonholes his sexuality:  that being "gay" is like being "hooked on a drug."  When he was little, he would lie in bed at night and imagine God giving out awards to all those gay spirits who saw past the ignorance of the Church, living their lives on Earth freely.  Micah figured he would just walk away from all things Mormon and never look back.  That is, until Brendan came along...